I am ok. Naomi--thanks for asking. Mr D ebbs and flows. Sometimes he's the nice guy I married. Sometimes he's not. For the most part, I try to make my own happiness and draw from the joy my girls bring me.
I still feel like Mr D hates me every now and then. He did get better, then he slid back to jerk mode. I sometimes find myself regretting having married him (which is a conflict in myself because I don't regret my girls for one second). I'm going to do my best to live my life and make sure my girls don't make the mistake I did.
It's the path I chose. I'm going to stick with it. "Love is patient..."