Saturday, January 8, 2011

Small Update

I am ok. Naomi--thanks for asking. Mr D ebbs and flows. Sometimes he's the nice guy I married. Sometimes he's not. For the most part, I try to make my own happiness and draw from the joy my girls bring me.

I still feel like Mr D hates me every now and then. He did get better, then he slid back to jerk mode. I sometimes find myself regretting having married him (which is a conflict in myself because I don't regret my girls for one second). I'm going to do my best to live my life and make sure my girls don't make the mistake I did.

It's the path I chose. I'm going to stick with it. "Love is patient..."

12 comments:

  1. Good to hear from you! I will pray for you. Do not grow weary doing good. Galatians 4:9

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  2. I just found this update Mrs. D! I have no clue how the reader thing works! ;)

    I am pleased that you have strength that you didn't think you have, but I also think the counseling of either a professional or a trusted friend would be a good consideration. It is so good to be able to vent and let things out.

    I hope Mr. D is enjoying the girls as much as you are! I'll continue to pray for you!

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  3. Hang in there and look at the finer things of life.

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  4. I pray for you and I know it is hard I am going through the same thing...what doesn't kill us will make us stronger I hope:)! God bless you and your family and I pray that it will all work out in the end:)!

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  5. I have been off in my own world, for quite some time, but find myself thinking of you from time to time! I hope you are truly finding your own happiness! :)

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  7. I feel your pain....although I think my life is far worse my Mr. S is mean, cruel, and not trusting I get accused daily even if I spend every waking moment with him. I try to find my own happiness but sadly I haven't yet found it. I pray that you and I find the happiness we deserve.

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  8. I hope you find your happiness, I find myself in the same situation but I'm im this marriage for over 28 years already with 4 adults childrens already a 1 grandson and another on the way to be born in January.
    We have lost the love we felt and the passiom we had, of course respect was out yhe window long time ago. I can not even find happiness anymore. My kids thinks of their father like a good husband, but they dont know what I have yo put up everyday of my life with him.
    If I get to move out of the house will be by myself, my kids are growned ups and they still live in the house with us. It's tough to make a decition, but I also want to be and feel happy with my life. I just pray that God send me something, because if it were not for my kids and grandson life would had no meaning for me. I feel empty inside, i wake up everyday for my kids and grandson and even them sometimes treat me like if I don't exist.
    Thanks for letting me vent.

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  10. All these people praying for you. That must make you feel so much better. How about you take control of your life, tell this dick you're not happy, and if things don't change then you're leaving him because life's too short for this shit?

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